And so..I decided. decided early enough to regret..! I think ..my hesitation shall make me lose my chance or something important to me. But yet sometimes bad things turns out to be good n good turns out to be bad. So, I am not sure how I say this but still..I regret. ON last Friday, I pass up a certain something. A certain something that shall change everything. Some change from benefits to loss and from loss to gain..I wonder if i had made a right choice.?I dunno. Maybe? Because i always wanted to be a certain someone .someone who is different .Something i am Different that when I stand out among crowd then somebody will say:" ah! She is different! She is it! She is something else!' BUt what is the different ? I want to be special. To make ppl realize I can CHANGE! I can do my best for something i deserve! YEt, I felt regret. why? cause my plan will be ruined! Why? because when I desire something or determined to do something, i will never find any excuse including something personal! Even its something important, i also want to continue to do what i had decide. I concentrated on that certain something that i lose direction to those things that are pretty near to me .pretty important. but never mind. since i am like this, i am this..maybe I should quit whinning about it! but u know me right? bossy n really annoying . I wonder this is right or wrong? maybe right but something feels wrong.. i am finding it! the wrong way. I shall discover it n make a proper explanation to myself. Not anyone else but me. I shall trust only me. noone can be trusted but me. why? easy.>>>
THIS IS WHAT A HUMAN'S PERSONALITY IS ...>...<
